Tuesday, April 8th, 2003
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5:10 pm - Horrible!
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My BF and his friend got in a really bad car accident and my bf is lying in a hospital bed.. i cannot stop crying and i wanna see him soooooo bad!! this is soooo shitty
current mood:  scared
current music: me.. crying
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Monday, April 7th, 2003
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3:45 am - Help me to understand
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Ok, heres the thing: I don't understand people... I mean why, how can people do what they do and not feel any remorse for it... I mean when you say you are going to do something you do it or if something comes up and you can't you tell the person, you don't just not do it. And whats with all the "using" of people going on here? Am I an awful person or something? Do I deserve the worst in life and bad treatment from people?? I guess I do.. huh? I have just come up with one answer and it is people suck. And they wonder why there are so many suicides in this world... Well I am sorry for everything bad I have ever done and shit... But could someone just tell me why I am always treated like shit? I try to be a fun, good person, but always get hurt. Whether it is by guys or just overall.. Someone help me to understand this! Please! If I have done something awful to make me deserve this will someone tell me.. And to all those who have fucked me over in the past week.. FUCK YOU... I am just being me and I am sorry if that is not good enough to you.. and i am pretty sure you know who you are....
current mood:  aggravated
current music: my heart tearing to shreds
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Sunday, April 6th, 2003
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3:59 pm - Something bad is going to happen!!
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Ok, Someone is going to be badly hurt... I am fucked enraged, I just learned that 2 of my "friends" stole money from me and tried to steal my girls cell phone... and one of them stole my friends bf... I actually think it is kinda humorus that they are goign on with their regular day not knowing that 3 pissed of crazy chicks are planning out their destruction.. They will pay and I promise it will not pretty... I am fucking pissed! And will get an appoligy along with all my money and shit that they have taken from me...
current mood: enraged
current music: darkest hour
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2:43 pm - Today is Today
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Ok so last night was pretty cool. I had an old friend stop by and it was nice to see him again... I have an interview today at 4 and that sucks, I really don't want a job... Not there anyway. TOMORROW AT THE HUSTLER!!! A good show, go see Sight Unseen, my best friends band. Its their first show so go support them! They kick ass... Ummm.... Well i suppose that would be it.... Oh yeah got a new cd and it kicks ass.....
current mood:  amused
current music: AFI: Very proud of ya
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Saturday, April 5th, 2003
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11:25 pm - Suck a dick
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Which is more painful?
Biting down on a curb and having the back of your head kicked really hard.
Having burning metal toothpicks shoved under your toenail then being forced to kick a brick wall.
Sliding down a long razorblade with your legs open into a pool of alcohol.
Reading these answers and picturing each thing happening.
Petting bunny rabbits
current mood: amused
current music: AFI
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7:43 pm
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7:26 pm - I wish I understood
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I have been thinking about alot of shit lately... I cannot believe that I have done some of the things I have done. I am so embarressed of myself I feel like a dumbass! There are only a few things that I would regret and they really aren't that big of a deal.... but I just wish things would have happened differently! Why must people fuck others over??
By love we signify
An infinite number of things
Tis the answer to what? and how? and why?
And whence and whither?- a word whereby
The truth ( with the comfort it brings)
Is open to all who grope in night,
Crying for wisdoms holy light
Whether the word is a verb or noun
Is knowledge beyond my reach
I only know 'tis handed down
From sage to sage
From age to age
An immortal part of speech
current mood: frustrated
current music: 7 angels 7 plagues
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4:57 am - fuck you nigger
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ill kill you
current mood: enraged
current music: billy idol
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Thursday, February 27th, 2003
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3:44 am
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i am so bored and nothing is good... is love in the air if only, that would be great. thanks maggie for everyting you are the best.... just cannot sleep...blah
current mood: awake
current music: woj
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Tuesday, February 25th, 2003
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4:41 pm - nothing
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if only i had someone of my own., blah
current music: DURAN DURAN
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Sunday, January 12th, 2003
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1:22 am - blah
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Went to a really awesome show last night at the tab it was fun! umm.. life sucks i hate it!!!why can't i just for once get what i want? oh well
current mood:  depressed
current music: deftones
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Saturday, December 14th, 2002
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5:58 pm - blah.......
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umm... i got a new car today and i don't like it but oh well.... it is a stick and i cannot drive those... but i guess i can learn how..oh and i feel like ass
current mood:  blah
current music: the young and the useless
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Tuesday, November 19th, 2002
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8:54 pm - blah
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someone at school likes me yay.... thats it
current mood: blah
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Sunday, November 17th, 2002
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9:18 pm - blah
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i went to the atreyu show on fri and it was kick ass and i got alex's boxers!! that would be the singer... and sat. i got really drunk and that was weekend......
current mood: blah
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Thursday, November 7th, 2002
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7:18 pm - **Very good night**
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Well I got my ticket today!! Very happy about that. We don't quite have a for sure ride yet but we WILL go and that is all that matters. Maggie said her brother could probably take us. I really don't care how we get there we are going to get there. Oh school sucked as usual... But i think that i might be crushin on someone but not quite sure yet...... Only time will tell... OK bye
current mood: determined
current music: Atreyu
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Wednesday, November 6th, 2002
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7:56 pm - My Nifty Night
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Well I went to church tonight for the first time in like 7 years... I went with Maggie, we went for the free food and let me just say it was very good. Then after that we stopped by my friend Chris's house, but I felt unwanted (as usual) there so we left and went to The Groove Tube. We went to check out the exact price of our tickets to the show, they are 14 dollars..... Not bad...... Haha.. I went to school today also!!!! YAY for me.. It sucked like always. And now I am back home in this hell on earth I call my house. I think that... Well I don't really know what to think so I am going to go now......
current mood: blah
current music: Sublime
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Tuesday, November 5th, 2002
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7:08 pm - Everything i touch falls to pieces....
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My day was ok. The highlight of my day was finding out that the tickets to go see Atreyu, Shai Hulud and Hopesfall are only like $10 so that was good news to me. But other than that not to much exciting happened.I dyed my hair once again.... I think it might fall out soon, but i can't keep it one color for long. I guess that is my own damn fault!! i haven't been to school in a few days and i know i should but i have NO motivation..... i need help!!! oh well... i guess that is about it for me.
current mood: i guess i am just confused...
current music: Dead To Fall
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Monday, November 4th, 2002
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6:54 pm - Being Bored
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Well i am at my house now and my friend maggie is over!! it is quite the fun! (actually not really)I am tring to figure out what there is to possibly say that would be of any interest...... i had a pretty good day today, i slept in and then woke up and ate some food and then fucked around on the computer... thats about it though. well that is it for right now....
current mood: dorky
current music: Dead To Fall ( the best ever)
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12:03 pm - My ugly little journal.
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Maggie is the coolest fucking chick in the whole wide world for getting me a code to set-up my livejournal. so thats what were doing at the moment. i bit my lip... ouch i have nothing more to say so that is all.
Alyx man.
current mood: amused
current music: Manson
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